Liars

"an angel with the knowledge of a sinner"
Nerina

Like every child, I was an angel
Like every child I was a demon
I am 23 now and I was peeing
And had to stop
Words were coming out of me like pus
I had to get out of there

Stuck in the metal elevator
The wrinkles on my face called me
And mocked at me
And cried with me
The wrinkles on my eyes were staring back at me
Hating me back because I hate them
And yet I do not hate them

Words and words and letter, letters
Billion of letters
Numbers would not talk to me
I never understood numbers
Numbers do not exist for me

And people
People and words
People who created words but people create no words now
We cannot create for everything has already been created
We can only learn what they created
Do not create do not stand out
Be small and walk funny
And do not challenge anything
Bow your head and be quiet

And people have more beautiful brains than I have

I look for people who are not people
But less than people or more than people

humans humans run and run
and fight
and move
and fly
and try
and run.